Ch3

Just.... another day. Or so I thought.
Until he told me to do something other then I was taught.
Not "sit still and Ill do what I normally do."
More of "sit down and Ill take some pictures of you"
He didnt say a thing, he didnt really need to.
I was scared, this is something new!
With a camera, you take pictures.
Seconds later, me you kick.
"Slut!" you yell.
Get me out of this hell!
"Whore" you scream.
Why cant this just be a horrible day dream?!
I cover my face, and start to cry.
I dont want to be here, Id rather die!
Leave me alone please!
"Get the fuck on your knees!"
I obey, I do as Im told,
All I remember is that his hands were cold.
More pictures... Im scared!
Why did I ever think you cared?!
"Please leave me alone!"
These pictures, I was never shown...
"Please, just go away!"
This'll all end... one day.
Im sure you still have those photographs!
Like the ones of me in the bath?!
Or the ones in the basment?!
Where is salvation, heaven sent?!
Are there pictures from the living room?!
There probably are, I can only assume.
And when youre done, and the camera goes away,
I dont even knwo what to say...
"Good boy"
Glad you had so much fucking fun with your toy!
"Now go play!"
I hope you realize that none of that, was okay...