God I am feeling so alone!
Pain from deep within, shown,
So helpless, and frightened...
and I endure pain night after night...
My screams, of pain
Left me feeling vain...
All the hate that you bring!
Just sorrow now, my heart sings
A lonely life...
The only way to end this torture, through a knife,
No one understands!
All this pain, caused by one mans hands...
Voices saying,im such a peice of shit!
That Im not worth it!
Inside im bawling!
He never did care, after all...
All the lies he told!
My innocence he took ahold,
Every goddamn day it hurts!
All because of one pervert
I was just a kid!!
But I still cannot escape what he did...
Why wont the pain go away?!
The memories stuck, on replay.
Tried to run!
Hoping to have it all undone...
Tried to hide!
The child in me, died
Now left to deal with the pain...
Hoping it will never happen again...
Left to pick up my lifes broken pieces...
Waiting for the pain to start its decreases...
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